:: Lost Comme une Singe ::

:: Tuesday, December 31 ::

I fire
yay...
:: Mars 11:57 PM [+] ::
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Which Ah! My Goddess Angel Are You?
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YAY!! Skuld's my favorite...

:: Mars 11:45 PM [+] ::
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I think I'm going to be deaf by the time I'm done being a teen ager...
:: Mars 11:38 PM [+] ::
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Heh...I spent this morning out in the woods..I got in a fight with mom...and dad got involved...he said he'd cut the internet if I didn't listen to her and do what she said...never mind that it had nothing to do with that...it got to shouting...So...I ran out of the house...even though mom shouted at me not to leave...and wandered in the woods for the next 15 minutes...urk...dad started yelling for me...said that I was going to stop being depressed...apparently they're sick of my attitude...if only they'd stop doing things that made me want to go hide and listen to music on my headphones really loud...:P
:: Mars 11:37 PM [+] ::
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Major fights with parents:3
Minor tiffs with mother:7

:: Mars 11:32 PM [+] ::
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Mars is: making a Shay list
Mars is: happy to be back home
Mars is: going to give you a quick synopsis of her trip
Mars missed: Shay
Mars missed: Ti
Mars missed: Larkin (Who I'm going to have to meet in person sometime)
Mars missed: Katie
Mars missed: Nick
Mars missed: Amber
Mars missed: Tatianna
Mars missed: Johnny
Mars missed: Courtney
Mars missed: School
Mars missed: English class
Mars missed: English teacher
Mars missed: Kate
Mars missed: The CD's she had to give back to the library
Mars missed: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac comics
Mars missed: Play
Mars missed: All play related people
Mars missed: The RST
Mars missed: Having something to do
Mars missed: Her mother's Prozac perscription(mom bii-iitchy...)
Mars missed: The computer
Mars missed: E-mail
Mars missed: Word
Mars missed: Blog
Mars missed: Neopets
Mars is: Wondering if any one will bother to read all that...it got very long...
Mars is: Going to do more of this later
Mars is: Understanding why Shay does so many of these...
:: Mars 6:40 PM [+] ::
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What kind of Goth would you be?
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Still not having a good day..I hate the world...with a passion...
:: Mars 2:17 AM [+] ::
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*feels pathetic, lonely, depressed*...You're supposed to be happy when a friend gets in a relationship, right? *kicks something* Stupid world...hate hate hate Hate HAte HATe HATE!!!!!*curls up in a ball*...
:: Mars 11:42 PM [+] ::
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* Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin are You? *
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YAY!!...I think...*grabs book*...umm...
:: Mars 5:16 PM [+] ::
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What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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Well...kinda...I mean...*looks at arm*...yeah...
:: Mars 5:11 PM [+] ::
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What type of vampire are you?
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Yes?...I...guess...*mutters*...how'd they know about the last part?...I was kinda offended before I read the picture...ish actually pretty good sounding...
:: Mars 5:06 PM [+] ::
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*feels kinda bad*...sorry for all you poor inocent people who have to read this...I'm generally not this unhappy/bitchy/complainy...I think I'm just getting it out of my system...*goes off to take quizes*...they'll make me feel better...
:: Mars 4:53 PM [+] ::
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*sigh*Amber was supposed to come see me today...but she went to Cambridge...though I suppose that makes sense...her "I like her and everybody(This chick's sister, brother, sister's husband, best friend, and sister/brother/her friend, and more importantly, the chick her self) says that she likes me too, but I'm too shy and she's too shy and I think she might be straight" chicklet lives...still...*sigh*...
:: Mars 4:51 PM [+] ::
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Yay...kinda...I can eat scrambled eggs...and oatmeal*Shivers*...or so says the doc...I managed to talk my mom into Ramen Noodles too...prolly she agreed cause the thought of how grumpy and depressed I'd be after two more weeks of living like this...pas de gum :=(..also I get to not have to wear the stupid bandage thing during the day, but I do have to wear it at night...never mind that I haven't been wearing it at night 'cause it's evil and won't let me sleep...maybe I'll become an insomniac...*waves hands around* YAY! No sleep the nights of finals*Is feeling sarcastic and bitchy*...I kinda thought that by the end of this week I was supposed to be back to normal...like "do your penance for a week and then its all good again."....I guess that wasn't very logical...but still...I can't help but feel disapointed...
:: Mars 4:47 PM [+] ::
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Is a hyper-active sea monkey....should be sleeping...
:: Mars 5:25 AM [+] ::
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crux..I gotta docs appointment today too...*mayhap is wandering off to bed*...
:: Mars 4:54 AM [+] ::
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What's Your Personality Type?
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Yes? No? Bobcow?
:: Mars 4:11 AM [+] ::
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Oh...and if you've got any spare time, read the happy comic sites that I put up in the link section of the bloggy thing...
:: Mars 12:20 AM [+] ::
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Though...did ya know Christmas isn't really the birth day of Jesus?...the things I learn when I stay awake in History...It was just that back when Christianity was forbiden by the Romans, Christians used to sneak in a religious celebration at the end of the year by starting partying two days early for the big end of the year Roman festival thingy...there...now you have inadvertantly learned something...Mwahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!
:: Mars 12:15 AM [+] ::
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oh well...MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY
:: Mars 12:12 AM [+] ::
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Hn...I should prolly go to bed so my 'rents can bring out the presents....the idea of presents fails to exite me though....URG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:: Mars 12:09 AM [+] ::
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Urrrg...depressed on Christmas...this sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:: Mars 12:09 AM [+] ::
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Yay...German and French...So multitalented...
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Je haust mich.
:: Mars 10:23 PM [+] ::
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Je haust
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Je.
:: Mars 10:23 PM [+] ::
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Urk...it doesn't feel like the day before Christmas...I'm irtable, grouchy...In one of those moods where you hate the world and everything in it...Stupid minivan...stupid head phones...never mind them though, they're dead...so I haven't had much music...except when I'm in my room...I think my parents are getting worried, because I spent about three hours curled up in there listening to Everclear music really loud...not like I can put on head phones with this stupid bandage....
:: Mars 10:23 PM [+] ::
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Why Will You Go To Hell?
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How useful to know...AHHH!!!!!!!!! TI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!!!!(That was me being sarcastic, in case the writing doesn't enunciate clear enough...)
:: Mars 3:49 AM [+] ::
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What kind of fairy are you?
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How did it know?*pokes the magical quiz*...fall is my favorite time of year...
:: Mars 3:44 AM [+] ::
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How can I label you?
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Whee....I should sleep now...I have to wake up in the morning...*goes off to take more quizes*...
:: Mars 3:41 AM [+] ::
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Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Originally it tried to say I was from the sea...I don't like water all that much...I just like the noise it makes...
:: Mars 3:35 AM [+] ::
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I've determined that I have to get an A on all my finals to get b's or better in all my classes...except English...and band...thankies to Dr. Eckles for not having one...not that I could play with my happy little fractured jaw...
:: Mars 12:29 AM [+] ::
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Hee...all these people were calling our house this morning to see if I was alright...people who I don't know or don't like and a few I do know and don't care about...my mom spent 45 minutes on the phone calming the poor lady who hit me...I used to play with her daughter when we were kids...Eventually she told Neil(Mon petit frere) to get on the internet, so as to block the phone line....
:: Mars 12:28 AM [+] ::
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YAY!!I got hit by a car yesterday...what joyous fun, ne? Now I've got on a bandage that makes me look like marley from the Christmas Carol...and my chin is pussing like all hell...just what you wanted to hear, ne?
:: Mars 12:25 AM [+] ::
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So what Demonology 101 Character Are You?
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My fave character is Mac though...
:: Mars 7:24 PM [+] ::
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So what Demonology 101 Character Are You?
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Yesh!!!!!!!!!This is the best online comic EVER!!!....It's about a demon girl who's going to high school...and it's so pretty...Raven is tres mignon, ne?
:: Mars 7:23 PM [+] ::
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YAY!! I think I did perfectally good on my french test. L'escaliere mecanique est aussi l'escalator. And I only had to guess on...five countries...for History...Oh well, who wants to know all the countries in Africa anyway?
:: Mars 7:07 PM [+] ::
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What Type of Villain are You?

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Whah! Watch me sneak!! I sneak like Shay with a camera!! Whah!
:: Mars 7:03 PM [+] ::
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On happier news, a comment was made in my history class today(which I was awake for all but 6 minutes of...YAY!!), that shows that people other than me feel like Mr.Miller is looking down on you for what you say in class...
:: Mars 11:16 PM [+] ::
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Today some of the buggers at my brothers school who live in our neighborhood followed him home and were saying shit. Literally shit. Like they spoke only they kept on coughing up crap. When I came home he was curled up in a chair crying. And you know why he was crying? Because they'd said mean things about gay people(in general...but it's because of me), and some stupid shit about me, our parents...and I didn't hear it very well...but there was something like fucking...either way, I don't wanna know, I just wanna knock people unconcious...I HATE that school...
:: Mars 11:14 PM [+] ::
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Urk...the day is late...I've got half a billion tests to take tomorrow...I haven't studied yet...(I'm a very bad student)...I really envy Ti for her homeschooling right now...
:: Mars 11:10 PM [+] ::
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Hmm...a case of strawberry pocky and internet surfing have done me good...I'm sanish again...Yes Neko, this means you can come out from under the mouse...
:: Mars 10:38 PM [+] ::
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Okay, Ti and or who ever else happens on this thing...Don't worry, I'm not really gonna cut off my hand...I am just seriously insane...and manic-depressive...guess which I am right now?...Yeah...I just need more sleep, I guess...Whee!! time to go write a troubling essay for my poor defenseless English teacher...I bet that man dreads the days when his daughter will be 15...Mwahahahaha...
:: Mars 5:51 PM [+] ::
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Ick. I feel like I've had a fight with my parents. (Except I haven't) Or like I want to. I'm belligerent(Aren't ya proud, Mr. Hoaglin, I used a vocab word)...what a great mood to go to a concert in. Maybe I can chop off my hand...they can't make me play if I don't have a hand...now then, right or left?
:: Mars 5:36 PM [+] ::
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Everclearness...Damn...I must be depressed.

They can come from out of no where
Hit you when you're safe and warm
Take it easy my star
Your time is gonna come
Your time is gonna come

Yeah you got those crazy blue eyes
Yeah you got those crazy blues
All those pretty smiles
I can see them laughing at you
Your time is gonna come
Your time is gonna come

I don't wanna be your punching bag
Your complacent little princess
All tragic and sad
I'm not gonna let you over-whelm me any more.
No, not anymore.

Yeah you say you got this bad thing
Yeah you say you got it bad
You have broken every heart
Of every friend you've ever had.
Someday the time will come
When all your friends just go away.

I wonder why I stick around
Sometimes I wish you would leave
You say you love me forever
Then you spit on me.
You're time is gonna come
I say your time is gonna come

I don't wanna be your weapon boy
Your pathetic little loser
Someone you can ignore
I'm not gonna let you over-whelm me anymore.

I'm not gonna let hurt me anymore.
I'm not gonna let you hit me anymore.
I'm not gonna let you kick me anymore.
I will not let you over-whelm me anymore.

It can come from outa nowhere

I don't wanna be your simple saving grace
Just another little victim with a happy face
Someday
Someday
Someday
Soon
Somebody's gonna come
I hope they do this to you

I'm not gonna let you over-whelm me
I will not let you hurt me anymore

No I will not not let you hurt me anymore
I will not let you hit me anymore
I will not let you twist me anymore
No I will not let you turn me inside now.
:: Mars 5:33 PM [+] ::
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URG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY HISTORY TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! His grades are mostly based on the comments you make in class, but every time I say something, he looks at me funny and then shoots it down. This is just more evidence that the only thing that history class is good for is sleeping and reading other books.
:: Mars 4:04 PM [+] ::
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Which CowBoy BeBop Session Are You?
Wow...I got this with out even trying...and it was the episode that was on tonight....(Which technically is still Saturday, 'cause I haven't slept yet...
:: Mars 3:07 AM [+] ::
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width="200" height="150">Ed!!!!!!!!! I love ED!!!!!!!!!!!
:: Mars 3:02 AM [+] ::
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I gots Cow Boy Bebop, seditive laced grape mints, and happy scrappy emopunk with trumpets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What more can ya need?!?!?!??!
:: Mars 11:41 PM [+] ::
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Urk...I hated my History paper...there were to many specificly vague things that he wanted us to do...and with a 5 page limit...and double spacing...erk...I didn't get to get in half of what I wanted to say...plus, I was up all night...techincally, today was still yesterday till fourth hour...which is, coincidently, my history class...and then I went to sleep...so did about half the class...he turned out the lights...really tempting fate, ya know?
:: Mars 11:21 PM [+] ::
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YAY!!! I gots Pocky...strawberry Pocky...numbness...Maybe this was a really shitty week, but Pocky makes it all better...or at least I'd like to think that until I see my grades...*shudder*...
:: Mars 11:19 PM [+] ::
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*Sigh* No man groin kicking for me...
:: Mars 11:17 PM [+] ::
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So today was happy, once I got out of school, anyways...me and Nick and Johnny went for a walk in the woods...in the dark :)...and then they pulled posts out of the ice rink...guys, ne?..Well, then we picked up Amber and went to the mall and bumed around...I got Katie her Xmas pressents...and some pretty glittery nail polish...not that I'll ever use it or anything...Ber was unhappy with me because I won't tell her what she's getting for Xmas...silly Ber...
:: Mars 11:17 PM [+] ::
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Which Elfquest elf are you?

By LJ user Afke aka Frozen Rain
Yayness...Pike's my favorite character, besides Redlance...and Skywise...
:: Mars 11:15 PM [+] ::
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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.
I can't decide whether it should be this one or...
:: Mars 12:53 AM [+] ::
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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.
This one...if I switch "black" with "clothes don't matter" this is what I get...since they're both true answers...
:: Mars 12:51 AM [+] ::
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find your element
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Umm...yes?...poor little kiddie looks so sad...:(...oh well, it's depression week anyway...

:: Mars 12:42 AM [+] ::
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Which Anti-Bishie Character Are You?
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Ahh...apparently I am the great side kick of wonderous Anti-Bishie...hn...it's a great lil comic...and it lives on the web...people should read it...*pokes anyone who's reading this*...go to www.geocities.com/antibishie/comic001.html...THE POWER OF YAOI WILL PREVAIL!!!! :P

:: Mars 12:32 AM [+] ::
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Prettiful Quote-ishness

From The God Whispers of Han Quing-Jao

Do the gods of different nations
talk to each other?
Do the gods of Chinese cities
speak to the ancestors of the Japanese?
To the lords of Xibalba?
To Allah? Yahweh? Vishnu?
Is there some annual get-together
where they compare each other’s worshippers?
Mine will bow their faces to the floor
and trace wood grain lines for me, says one.
Mine will sacrifice animals, says another.
Mine will kill anyone who insults me, says a third.
Here is the question I think of most often:
Are there any who can honestly boast,
My worshippers obey my good laws,
and treat each other kindly,
and live simple generous lives?
-Life Is A Suicide Mission

:: Mars 12:23 AM [+] ::
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some idiots today decided it would be fun to throw an open bottle of pop up the stairs...guess who was eating lunch on the stairs?...Yup...Got Katie completely soaked, only 1/2 of Courtney, and landed face down in my (open) backpack...Joyousness...
:: Mars 12:18 AM [+] ::
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hmm...everybody else has one of these buggers...so I figure, why not?

:: Mars 6:38 PM [+] ::
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